Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	story of the year - park ave

the comfort issue
ive been feeling really out of it lately and i just kinda drift thru everyday.. my head isnt into things anymore.. school, work, family, friends, girls.. everything........ i dont feel comfortable anywhere.. im uncomfortable when im at home, at work, at my friend's house (which is practically my 2nd home), even when im alone... i went to my cousin's house yesterday to spend the night to try and get away from all but i even didnt feel right while i was there and i only got a couple hours of sleep.. then on the hour drive home, stuff just hit me again.. i started thinking about my dad again too.. didnt go too well.. so thru the ashes, i tried calling 2 people, one was unreachable... and when i tried to call the one i really really wanted to talk to and have been missing immensely, my phone wouldnt let it go thru for whatever reason (eventho it went thru for other numbers)

i need to get my life back on track.. quit something, start up some other things again, clear my head of other stuff... and all i can do is hope that stuff falls back into place and stays that way for the rest of time